About si cacing dan kotoran kesayangannya

Friday, 28 October 2011

Dear Lord

It's about me, mine and me.

Ok my actual condition

• I am going crazy because I can't control my mind. I am always thinking about my job, my responsibility, my surrounding, all of my work and its make me crazy and stress.
  
• Ok, I am serious Lord
  
• Its too heavy for me.
  
• I hate my self
  
• I wanna scream but I cant
  
• Its look so danger, and as usually nobody understand and I always try to make another person happy, try to keep in my heart that I am angry and I don't know again.
  
• Come on lord, I am usually swallowing annoyance.
  
• Its make me crazy.
  
• I wanna scream
  
• I wanna cry
  
• I am full of confused.
  

 

Ok, Jesus

I am just finish read book " si cacing dan kotoran kesayangannya"

It's a really good book, not good but awesome, I already read and he said

^ Your problem is your thinking too much.

• So I make a commitment today: to not thinking too much about my job, my work, my duty, my plan, my surrounding, my friends, and all of the things.
  
• Just think suitable.
  

^ Try to take a silent so that you know that you already talk too much.

• Actually I love this statement.
  
• Is really suitable with my condition, yes I am talking too much, and I try to be calm, and also graceful.
  
• I think it's better to say the good words and also respectful statement.
  

^ Ajan Bramh (The writer)

• Make a laugh if you have an accident, a trouble and also a problem.
  
• If you laugh, its can be decrease your sickness.
  
• He also said, if you are get up, go to your mirror and have a morning smile to yourself, it can make u fell god. According to this statement I remember the Joel Osteen said that talk to your self that " I am going to be happy today .
  

^ The most important time is "NOW"

^ The most important people is "YOU"

But I forgot the last statement J

 

^ He also write " if someone told you are dog, just look in to your back, if you don't have tail, so its ok you are not dog" it's so simple. Hahahhahah

^ If people said you foolish, stupid, ugly, lazy or bad words again, please don't give any comment, because if you give comment, whatever you want to give your reply statement or whatever, it means you are agree with the bad statement. So just don't care.

 

Jesus, I want to have a relationship with you again. I wish it can be happen. As you know lord, I still lost.

Jesus, sometimes I can be sensitive woman, I don't know why. I think I need you lord.

 

Thanks lord

Love you

Help me jesus.

:D