Sad March

Dear Lord

Thanks for your love 

for your grace

for your bless.

Jesus, its March now, the 3rd month in this year.I already stay in Java Island about 9 months. I am try to survive, try to happy and try to enjoy my time. Its hard sometimes but also its fun.

Now march,i want to share something

1st about my job, as you know that at December 2011 they told that i am staff in charge in here. So i do that, but as you know i don't have an allowance so i am sad, and now i hate them. I want to cry, i hate them. sometimes its not fair.

Its not about Rp 100,000 but they don't care about me.

So, i think i don't need care of them.

I hate my roommate also, she is suck, ya,,she is selfish and she is arrogant. She never want to share everything and she often forced me to do her wants. As you know i am wake up in the morning because she always scream to make me wake up, she ask me to cook, because she very hungry and some of her bad actions. I really hate hers, she want that everybody do her wants, she is as an arrogant people because her family background maybe.  She is very disgusting.

She is the older in her family and she is only women in her family so she never share to another, sometimes she is like a boys, she is need to pay attention, and she is arrogant. She can't do her own responsibilities by her self. If shopping, i am always go to city and its make me tired. I hate her. I hope she leave me soon.

Hope, find a new staff soon.

Lord, its so hard.

I want to continue my college also and i want to become an entrepreneurship. I think its hard. I already apply some of company in Jakarta and i wish i get.

Love u Lord