Saturday Nite

202012

Dear Lord

Its Saturday night and I am alone in my bedroom exactly in my lovelyboarding home. Hahahha

Thanks for your heart Lord, thanks for your love, for your caring me. Thanks for my friends in college, Dini, Femmy, Deasy, Citra, Sitta, Rangga, Safar, Tera, Lucky dll. They are loveable and I love them.

I want to share about our lecture Mr R, he already old, maybe 60 and he is very kind. We love them but unfortunately he is not really good anymore in teaching because already old. I love her because he have a big heart to his job as lecturer but because he is already old, so we almost don’t understand about subject of business plan and we are confuse. He have own way to teach like use OHP and write her note and give to us so we must collect money to copy. Yeah, I have many materials in copy and unfortunately I never read it because it’s not interesting. Hahhaha. God, today Mr R feel sad because only 4 Students College come today, 15 people are absent. I am feeling better because I come on time today. I respect myself so that’s why I come to attend my college.

Hhmmm.

Lord I am confuse for many things, such as

Yesterday I already go to kindegarden and told I am not comfort there and I want resign and I must stop this work but they (Principal and HR Staff) not agree with me. They ask me to thinking and I must come on Monday. I hate that place because of arrogant teachers and suck activity. I was cried there because I am easy to cry and it’s hard me because one of teachers sucks and not polite for me. I am hurt but I try to forgive her.  I am confused and help me lord.

 I am become a partime in ## as a course consultant and I feel better because they are comfort and respect each other. And the place is near with my boarding home. I am just pay Rp 5000 perday my fee in public transportation. I am confused because I don’t know which one is better for me. I hate to kindergarden and I prefer partime.

If I left kindergarden without tell them so I am worry that they not pay my fee, it’s also a big amount because I am already work in 091012. Hohohoh. I am confusing lord.

Jesus thanks for your love. I am listening Radio RBK in Jakarta. Its better because they told about believes and give thanks.  I am giving thanks lord, because I have meet a hurt people so that I can learn more to respect each other.

I am waiting for danamon call to medical checkup time and I hope I can get job there before November.

I am regret because I make mistakes when I transfer my pulse its 5000 and I fell badmood. Hahhahah. I hope I never repeat my false.

Thanks for your love God.

Please bless my Mom and Dad, brothers, sisters, big family and also my buddies.

# I am pray for my soul mate and please bless him and hope I can meet him in the right time and in the right place and he is the right person. Hhahahahah

BIGHUG LORD

J  

Bingung Tingkat Kaisar

Bingung Tingkat Kaisar ..

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16 October 2012

At my lovely boarding home

Dear Lord

Thanks for your love, for your grace and I am confuse now, very confuse. Let me explain

I am very suck in kindergarten because I must take care and tidy up all children and also when they are take a pee and pup . Oh my god. Its very hard and I never do this before and I think is already done. And I want to make it finish, I am going crazy lord, its hard for me. I can’t do that. I am not happy also because the teachers also arrogant and not really good so my conclusion is I am not comfort there and I need to go. L

Exactly I am excited in course English ## and they pay me more but I must come every Saturday. I can’t and now I am ready to become a part time and it will be this week I will be a part time there, and I hope I can enjoy it.

I decided to become a part time in ## and hope they can give me a chance to become a full time but I can’t Saturday. Help me lord.

The last but not least is bank D, I already have negotiations to increase my salary but they don’t give me. I am very sad. I already count my expenses and it will be enough but I must keep it with discipline and I must eat warteg more. Hahhaha. Exactly I want to get job there, I want to try a new chance. And it will be a good carrier in future, and I hope I am not be confuse anymore. Lord, I love you and help me to choose the best one for me.  If I accepted, I can be a job training in one year and after that will be a fix staff and its gonna be fun maybe. Help me lord, thanks lord.

I am so sorry for my mistakes. Hope I can get training time in ## tomorrow. J

:)

Bighug

give thanks 151012

My give thanks journal

15 October 2012

Dear Lord, my lovely lord, thanks for your love for you’re caring me.

1.      Today I go to bank D to deliver my complete CV’s and ID card. I go in the morning and unfortunately they ask me for my application letter and also my transcript and ijasah. Oh my god. They ask me suddenly and I decide to back to my boarding home it’s about 1hour by Trans Jakarta. Hmhmh. I hate it but I must back.  I back at 2 pm and talk about negotiation my salary and I am very fool that I am just ask upgrade about 300,000 and I hope they can give me. I think its enough for me in future. I will have an medical test and meet HR to sign contract and it will be November 2012 I will start in Bank D, and maybe I cant back to my hometown. Exactly I really miss my mom and I hope I can back. J

2.      Finally I can go to fitness center since 10 days ago, I meet fitness and I meet people there and they ask me why you didn’t come last week? Hahhaha I said that I am busy. Lord, I love fitness because can’t make me feel better and many handsome guy there and maybe they are homo. Hahhahhaha. Why? Because they are not interesting to me.  

3.      Exactly I am not interesting anymore become a teachers in kindergarden because of some things. # the teachers partners have a bad attitude I thinks, they are arrogant and I think they have a suffering hearts.  # the children are come from rich family so they are sometimes arrogant, overly emotional, and spoiled. Its hard for me to take care children when they are take a pee or pup in their pants. Oh my god. I hate it. I am already trying hard but I don’t think its good for me. I love children but maybe become a kindergarden teacher is not a good idea. L I am lazy to go to school tomorrow.

4.      I am call ## the course to told that I am ready became a part time there because I think its better than I must become a teacher. Hahhaha. Hope they call me back tomorrow.

5.      Love you lord.

6.      Help my mom to take care my daddy.

7.      J Hope my daddy get well soon and better and not really ambitions to reach her dreams want to my brother to get married soon. Hahha. Talking about my daddy is very complicated.

8.      I fell well after fitness, listening music, and write. Love you lord.

9.      Please heal me, and I am so sorry for my mistakes.

10. Big hug Jesus.

11. I am pray for my buddy and also for my soul mate ^ hopes get my soul mate soon. Hahha.

New Job?

081012

Dear Lord

Thanks for your love, and today I am attending one place who received me as a new staff. I am going to be a teacher in the international kinder garden school with age 2 – 6 years old.

They pay me not really expensive and I don’t think its enough to pay my college Rp 680,000, boarding home Rp 550,000, insurance Rp 350,000, transportations fee Rp 300,000 and my food and beverages.  Hahah I hope it’s enough.

Its hard to reach my new office because its so far away from my boarding home. Its about 2 hours by public transportation because traffic jam and the fee about Rp 10,000 per day. But I am already fell comfort with public transportations and I will have a new habits namely wake up in 5 o clock. I hope I can.

# I am chat with my lovely friends and we are talking about everything.

# My buddy shysyhen fell parno because I write about my bad experience in my blog and she worry and I am deleted my blog,hahahha.

# I have a call from English course and ask to join tomorrow but I cant because I am already received kindegarden but I wish I can choose the best one because my priority now 1. Bank 2. Course 3. Kindergarden.

# I have communication with my mom in sms and she is very tired because do everything alone. I wish I can buy wash machine to my mom J so that she not fell tired. They already are looking for a janitor but its really hard to fine helper in our hometown because most of them already work in factory.

# I got a headache and its make me feel badly.

# My internet connection is going to kill me, the quality is very bad.

# I am tried to write a story also.

# I hope I can get the answer from Bank and course soon.

# I wish I can help my mom to heal our family condition.

# exactly I want to go back hometown to celebrate new year hope I can, and have holiday and also have enough money. Hahhaha

# Loveyou lord.

I am so sorry for my mistakes.

Recap !!!

The Recap

Yeah, I just want to make recap of my experience when I become job seeker

No	Date	Name Of Company	Position	Location	Test	interview	Result
1	August	Center of Detension Studies – NGO	Adm Assitant	Menteng	Ok	Ok	I am rejecting because I am over qualified. J
2	August	PT Matapel	Accounting	Kebun Jeruk	OK	OK	I don’t have call anymore. L
3	August	PT Kawan Lama Sejahtera	Accounting	Kebun Jeruk	OK	OK	They told that I must wait, and message me that they already have the right person. J
4	August	Banten TV	Sales Support _ Account Executive	Tomang	-	OK	They call me that they received me, and told I must working in 10 Sept 2012, but they refused me also. Hahhaha Damn Banten TV.
5	August	Food and Beverage Amadeus.	Accounting	Ragunan	OK	OK	The user doest come so I can’t continue my next session until now.
6	September	PT Multi Utama Global	HRD	Salemba Jakpus	-	OK	Damn, this is a trickery penipu. They told me to give money Rp 550.000 so that I will receive in their company and I am foolish I gift Rp 60.000. Hahahha. This is my new experience.
7	September	Certis	HRD	Yos sodarso	-	OK	Interview 1 and 2 = Past. The last is negotiation about salary just  Rp 2jt and I must have an work usually on Saturday. I refused becaused I am college in Saturday.
8	September	Appco Group	HRD	UOB Plaza	-	OK	I am not accept because I never become an HRD before. hahhaha
9	September	Goldex Voip Limited	Accounting	Rukan Mangga 2 Square	OK	OK	I am accepted, salary abou 2,5 – 3,5 per month but working hours Monday – Saturday. So I rejected.
10	September	English First	Course Consultant	Taman Mini Square	OK	OK	I am accepted but working hours in Monday – Saturday. The salary about 3jt. Hiks hiks I love this place but I can’t join because I choose my college.
11	September	North Kigdom Appco Group	Sales and Marketing	Kemang	OK	OK	I have 3 sessions but this is very hard work because we are in marketing or fundraising of wwf and unicef so we must stay in some plaza. Hahhaha its funny and I am not interesting more.
12	September	IMRC Ford	Acconting	MT Haryono	OK	-	I think I am fail in test because the test is very hard. hahahha
13	September	Bank Danamon	Loan Officer	Matraman	OK	OK	I am already in 3 tes,the last  online test and its hard because the time is very short. Hahahha. I hope I can continue new session lord. JI got info from my friends in college.
14	October	Twinkle Stars	Teacher	Kebun Jeruk and Cilandak	Ok	Ok	I am already having a teacher training, I am engaged in teach preschool and I love become a teacher. Maybe Monday – Wednesday I will have an call again to make sure about all agreement. Hope the salary is good.
	Place I am not attended
1	Sept – oct	Real Estate	Agent Propert	Jaksel			I am not interesting
2		Investama Future	Data Entry	In Prudential Tower			I am check in Kaskus that this company also tricker.
3		nUsantara dst	Accounting	Jakpus			I can’t come because I am still in Bogor.