Saturday Nite

202012

Dear Lord

Its Saturday night and I am alone in my bedroom exactly in my lovelyboarding home. Hahahha

Thanks for your heart Lord, thanks for your love, for your caring me. Thanks for my friends in college, Dini, Femmy, Deasy, Citra, Sitta, Rangga, Safar, Tera, Lucky dll. They are loveable and I love them.

I want to share about our lecture Mr R, he already old, maybe 60 and he is very kind. We love them but unfortunately he is not really good anymore in teaching because already old. I love her because he have a big heart to his job as lecturer but because he is already old, so we almost don’t understand about subject of business plan and we are confuse. He have own way to teach like use OHP and write her note and give to us so we must collect money to copy. Yeah, I have many materials in copy and unfortunately I never read it because it’s not interesting. Hahhaha. God, today Mr R feel sad because only 4 Students College come today, 15 people are absent. I am feeling better because I come on time today. I respect myself so that’s why I come to attend my college.

Hhmmm.

Lord I am confuse for many things, such as

Yesterday I already go to kindegarden and told I am not comfort there and I want resign and I must stop this work but they (Principal and HR Staff) not agree with me. They ask me to thinking and I must come on Monday. I hate that place because of arrogant teachers and suck activity. I was cried there because I am easy to cry and it’s hard me because one of teachers sucks and not polite for me. I am hurt but I try to forgive her.  I am confused and help me lord.

 I am become a partime in ## as a course consultant and I feel better because they are comfort and respect each other. And the place is near with my boarding home. I am just pay Rp 5000 perday my fee in public transportation. I am confused because I don’t know which one is better for me. I hate to kindergarden and I prefer partime.

If I left kindergarden without tell them so I am worry that they not pay my fee, it’s also a big amount because I am already work in 091012. Hohohoh. I am confusing lord.

Jesus thanks for your love. I am listening Radio RBK in Jakarta. Its better because they told about believes and give thanks.  I am giving thanks lord, because I have meet a hurt people so that I can learn more to respect each other.

I am waiting for danamon call to medical checkup time and I hope I can get job there before November.

I am regret because I make mistakes when I transfer my pulse its 5000 and I fell badmood. Hahhahah. I hope I never repeat my false.

Thanks for your love God.

Please bless my Mom and Dad, brothers, sisters, big family and also my buddies.

# I am pray for my soul mate and please bless him and hope I can meet him in the right time and in the right place and he is the right person. Hhahahahah

BIGHUG LORD

J