give thanks 151012

My give thanks journal

15 October 2012

Dear Lord, my lovely lord, thanks for your love for you’re caring me.

1.      Today I go to bank D to deliver my complete CV’s and ID card. I go in the morning and unfortunately they ask me for my application letter and also my transcript and ijasah. Oh my god. They ask me suddenly and I decide to back to my boarding home it’s about 1hour by Trans Jakarta. Hmhmh. I hate it but I must back.  I back at 2 pm and talk about negotiation my salary and I am very fool that I am just ask upgrade about 300,000 and I hope they can give me. I think its enough for me in future. I will have an medical test and meet HR to sign contract and it will be November 2012 I will start in Bank D, and maybe I cant back to my hometown. Exactly I really miss my mom and I hope I can back. J

2.      Finally I can go to fitness center since 10 days ago, I meet fitness and I meet people there and they ask me why you didn’t come last week? Hahhaha I said that I am busy. Lord, I love fitness because can’t make me feel better and many handsome guy there and maybe they are homo. Hahhahhaha. Why? Because they are not interesting to me.  

3.      Exactly I am not interesting anymore become a teachers in kindergarden because of some things. # the teachers partners have a bad attitude I thinks, they are arrogant and I think they have a suffering hearts.  # the children are come from rich family so they are sometimes arrogant, overly emotional, and spoiled. Its hard for me to take care children when they are take a pee or pup in their pants. Oh my god. I hate it. I am already trying hard but I don’t think its good for me. I love children but maybe become a kindergarden teacher is not a good idea. L I am lazy to go to school tomorrow.

4.      I am call ## the course to told that I am ready became a part time there because I think its better than I must become a teacher. Hahhaha. Hope they call me back tomorrow.

5.      Love you lord.

6.      Help my mom to take care my daddy.

7.      J Hope my daddy get well soon and better and not really ambitions to reach her dreams want to my brother to get married soon. Hahha. Talking about my daddy is very complicated.

8.      I fell well after fitness, listening music, and write. Love you lord.

9.      Please heal me, and I am so sorry for my mistakes.

10. Big hug Jesus.

11. I am pray for my buddy and also for my soul mate ^ hopes get my soul mate soon. Hahha.